As you can see, I'm not the most consistent blogger. Or at anything, really. It's been pointed out to me numerous times this year that I start something and I'm 100% into it, and then I drop it just as fast as I started it. It's true. It's like a shortened all-or-nothing cycle.
I last posted with some New Year's resolutions. Let's see how I did. As of this morning I weigh exactly 170.0 lbs, and that is after climbing all the way up to 180 lbs earlier this year. That looks like I lost 3 of the 20 lbs I was going for from the start of the year, even though it was more than that if you count the lbs I lost multiple times ;) I don't go to the gym all that often, I even didn't go for months at a time this year. I cant' remember the whole year, there were times when I was very consistent in going.
So all in all, I would consider my fitness goals for this year a failure. But I did keep trying, and I am ending the year lower than I started it. I'm getting married in just over 6 months so it would be great to be even lower by then, but I'm (mostly) ok with it if I just stay where I'm at now.
This is kind of a down post. I didn't intend for that, it's just how it turned out. Really I think I'm ok. My clothes are loose on me. I know I'm stronger even if I can't see the muscle. I feel better about my fitness levels now than I have in the past. I just don't feel swimsuit-ready and I would really like to for once.
Hopefully I'll post more than 2 times in 2010!
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